Sunny Day

This is the official revival of superdupergoh.blogspot.com.

My memangthere love for rainbow colours has been coming up a lot lately. Probably because exams are nearly over! and I've got lots in store for when they finally are :) Lotsa colourful surprises coming up!

Nothing much to say :) Ciaozers

Thing about life is that you'll never get it.

For this post, I'm gonna try not to think so hard or edit anything. Besides typos I guess.

So anyway, I haven't been to school lately. Last week was the Raya holidays. The Thursday before that, I was lazy. And that very day it was announced that the next day, Friday, was gonna be an extra holiday.

I just edited the last two sentences. Fuggit.

Since Monday, I've been pontenging. Stayed home and studied - like 2 add math past year papers so far, both of which I skipped no. 12 don't know why. And actually I think for the first paper I started halfway through too. Sooo meaning I pretty much did shit in the past couple of days. I don't know what to do lah really. I've always felt that it's so cliche to say I'm gonna fail, but I seriously feel like i'm going to. What with my slacking and procrastinating like shit.

Made only minor edits in the previous paragraph :)

I've been slacking since I got my phone back. Before that I wasn't exactly doing much, but it got worse. I didn't think it could...but it did. So far, I've created a Twitter account, organised my iTunes, and well, been lazing around. Sleeping. Following Jack Barakat's Twitter updates like a fuggin stalker.

Did not edit! But I did think through the sentences before I typed them out...

ARGH! (the good kind of argh) Think Of You Later just came on on my iPod :) such an amazing song. David (shit what's his last name I forgot. It's like a really uncommon name, well at least to me. Wtv it's the lead singer of Every Avenue :) ) 's voice is the sexxx. If I hadn't heard his voice first, I would've found him pretty ugly. But his voice simply makes him the sexiest alive :)

Wohohohoho I THINK I swam through that last para. (swam?)

Eventhough I've been 'exposed' to other pop punk bands today (Every Avenue & Mayday Parade), that doesn't mean I've been converted from being a hardcore All Time Low fan :) I haven't come across non-musical videos of the other bands yet, which would be the main reason I'm in love with ATL, so ATL's still on the top of my list. They inspire me like nuts la; they're hard to beat.

I edited the last semi-colon. It was a comma at first -.-

Yaaayaa whatever this post is so pathetic now. First time I'm blogging that I don't keep rereading and rereading the post at least a dozen times before I finally post it. And I shall not reread it even right before I post.

I bet it's gona be shit when I read it after publishing. Ha ha. Anyways I'm gonna go to bed lah. Come to think of it you prolly don't even know what's up with the not wanting to edit the post and shit. I'll save you from more confusion.

Goodnighttt :)

Everything is a blessing, but can the worst get any worse?

It's so hard sometimes..

At first you succeed in believing that everything's a blessing, and that even the worst can only get better.
True enough, things have been looking up for you. For a while, nothing can be more powerful than a healthy, positive mentality.
But then later you realise - to your dismay - that all this while, discontent has been accumulating. It had actually found its place somewhere deep within you, eating away at your cardiac walls.
Eventually - as it builds up to a weight your optimism can not carry - it forces its way out of your heart and into your veins - flooding your mind, choking your senses.

What have you done?
You don't know.

What has become of you?
...

Who are you?

Thoughts flutter through your mind and fly away, desserting you. What's going on?
Suddenly there are questions begging to be answered - the answers to which you do not know.
Suddenly you don't even know who you are.

All you know is that suddenly, you wish you were anyone but you.

A new found love.

Cobus Potgieter, my latest Youtube god.

Rain, rain, go away. Bring me germs another day.

Hi guys,

I'm hungry. My stomache lining's secreting gastric juices at this hour, so I'm gonna have to make this quick. It seems only by sleeping can I communicate with my gastric glands...

I'd been at my cousins' place over in Kajang from Friday until yesterday, with the pure intention of seeking tutoring, and a study environment wherein supposedly no distractions should be found. I did manage to study, a little. My aunt Shirley taught me half the ref book in under two hours, and that's enough an accomplishment so I don't regret having gone to stay with them. However, I came home before she managed to finish teaching me the other half of the book, so I foresee hard times for this weekend... Dad's home too, from Jakarta, hopefully he can help.

Anyways I still haven't gotten off the ATL addiction. Haven't been watching vids or downloading pictures while I was away (no personal computer), but I've been daydreaming even more because of that, sigh. Awfully bad for my prep for the O's. And then when I came home I jumped back on with the youtubing and the pictures. AND, I made an ATL collage! It's at the bottom of this page, I put it there :) See if it loads quick. If not, lemme know, I'll resize it.

Damn, I need a life.

Oh, while I was at the cousins', I fell a little sick. I didn't actually realise I did until days after. I thought I was just lethargic from a super heavy lunch, but ah, it lasted for too long. It started off with the lethargy, a piercing headache (that lasted for 3 days), a mild sorethroat, and this warm internal feeling, though my temperature felt normal to those who tested. So I finally decided I'd fallen sick. Well, it came and went, the severity. As soon as I felt uncomfortable after that heavy meal I thought was the cause, I went to sleep (first on the living room floor, then in my cousin's room) until it was time to get up and LEARN ACCOUNTS! Hooray. That was actually why my aunt stopped teaching halfway through the book; I started to feel increasingly lethargic and so asked for a break - didn't continue after that. But aaanyhoos, I'm all better now. What's left is a stupid uncontrollable cough and stupid uncontrollable phlegm - very annoying. I don't know how to describe it, other than that I have a very upset chest that needs constant clearing. Chest, not throat.

So, it's back to school on Monday, guys. And that's when the Trials begin. Aren't we all excited. I can't wait to sit for a test!

Cheers.

A simple request.

All I want is a friend I can flip off whenever I like.

Is that too much to ask?

ALL TIME LOW!

I want them, and I need them, but someone tell me where to get them! O:

If anyone can just let me know, thanks :)

Oh, one more thing:

I love them; for all the little I know about them :))

They're the ultimate inspiration. ATL4lyf! ;)


[Edit]
Btw, I no longer want to marry Alex Gaskarth; he's engaged! Gasp! :P but of course, that doesn't mean I'm no longer a fan. He's still the awesomest singer/songwriter on Earth, Mars, EVER.

No such thing as falling out of love with All Time Low ((:

Besides, he & Lisa look superdupercute together! (;